Pumpkin 3.14159

So i lied about keeping up a daily blogging ritual :(, but

I don't need change, Obama's making the changes around here -Ngoc Pham

Things are slowly progressing for me, for the better or for the worse. I'm going to break it down into a positive/negative chart.



Positives:
1. I'm striving to stay sober for a very long time, i'm sure my bad habits will catch up to me so i won't quit completely. I'll drink only for special occassions, and never to excess the same again.
2. I'm trying to get back into shape by running/lifting weights and what not. Smoking for two years really does a lot to you, but it's a work in progress.
3. I need to start putting more effort into things, i don't ever put myself out there because i'm afraid of failure, but how can i fail if i never give it my all? I'll call and try to jam again this weekend.
4. Slowly getting out of my trance phase! I haven't sung in the shower in ages, and my voice went from bad, to worse.



Negatives: (there's a ton)
1. I've lost all trust from my parents, i'm grounded in a wierd way.
2. I can go out, but i need my friends to come over , give my parents their number, and say exactly where i'm going and when i'll be back.
3. They can't just take my word for things, after this one "incident" changed everything for me.
4. I HAVE A TEN o'CLOCK CURFEW. WTF. i'm trying to change it to 12, but i have no voice in things anymore,
5. The whole situation in general, has made me iffy about everything. I'm hoping for the best, but it seems that it's dying because of S____ A____ F_______.

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Other than that, it's a pretty depressing blog considering what's been going on with my life lately. It's hard to stay and think positive when so many bad things go on at once. But of course, i always come back to the positives.




SO WTF, not everythings too bad, most of my friends are leaving sj and going off and doing something with their life, but not me, But it's k, because well, i don't want to ruin the surprise yet, but i'll just say, PATRICK DUONG ISNT A WOMANIZER, ben nguyen. That's for you, Ben Nguyen. If you can piece together WHY IM NOT, then haha, YES.



This one will be fairly short, since i'm blogging at work and not home. It'll be wierd without anymore drinking stories, but i'm sure it's just different.

Don't let alcohol make you it's bitch, you make it your bitch.

I'm off to another, the 3rd, 2v2 (double date) tommorrow! It's gonna be great! I needed something to get rid of my slump anyway. But before i go, IS ANYONE OUT THERE GOOD AT BEER PONG PUZZLE FIGHTER?




haha,
sigh.


+Michael Power, Anthony Tran, Willy Long, Ngoc Pham

To Ngoc:
DONEZO

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